Feelings are for losers

June 12, 2010

Surgeries are not meant to be taken lightly, a recourse always to be deliberated upon and always as a last resort. Although I often thought about it as an option for my problems with sleep apnea these last few years, I had never seriously considered it, for keeping fit & losing weight & altering your lifestyle are intrinsically more holistic ways to achieve the same result.

Of course, those were just thoughts – for I never did lose weight nor kept fit nor changed my lifestyle. So I went to a compliant ENT surgeon, filled up the insurance papers, applied for leave and went full anaesthesia this past monday, for a bit of a nip & tuck.

What I didn’t count on, was the excruciating post-op pain, uncontrollable dribble, blood clogged nostrils, drugged up days & nights of insomnia.   As I write this, my veins are messed up, I am incoherant, I am drenched in cold sweat and I twitch uncontrollably. Come to think of it – it’s just like being in love.

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One Response to “Feelings are for losers”

  1. Jax Says:

    errr…..did u see white light?


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